This youtube clip went viral. Lauren Cleri lost $200,000 and her marriage because she could not admit she is not good.
After all the questions she had already gone through, I believe she had probably buried the idea that she is not good so deep inside that she didn’t even realise she was not good.
However, some part of her still knew that she was not good. Please watch:
Francis Chan explaining the human struggle to recognise that we are not good:
Romans 3:10-12 King James Version (KJV)
10 As it is written, There is none righteous, no, not one:
11 There is none that understandeth, there is none that seeketh after God.
12 They are all gone out of the way, they are together become unprofitable; there is none that doeth good, no, not one.
If you’re seeking God: surrendering to God is the fastest way to know him.